MY VERY FiRST POST...

"Faith is being sure of what you hope for and certain of what you do not see." Hebrews 11:1

WELL.... iTS OFFiCIAL, i HAVE STARTED MY VERY OWN BLOG. HAViNG EXPERiENCED ONE OF THE CRAZiEST PAST FEW MONTHS i DECiDED MAYBE JOURNALiNG WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. GET iT ALL ON PAPER, RATHER THAN SWiMMING ABOUT iN MY HEAD AND HEART, CAUSiNG TROUBLE. 

BUT, LiKE THE PAST 500 TiMES i HAVE TRiED TO START A JOURNAL, i GAVE UP. 

TOO INSECURE i GUESS. "WHAT iF MY SENTENCES ARE PUNCTUATED INCORRECTLY, OR MY THOUGHTS ARE TOO CRAZY TO FOLLOW, OR i DON'T WRITE ENOUGH, OR TOO MUCH. i NEVER KNOW WHO i AM WRiTiNG TO. WHO WiLL EVER READ MY WORDS AND PROViDE THE WiSDOM i AM SEEKiNG iN RETURN? WHO WiLL BE THAT SHOULDER TO LEAN ON WHEN i BREAK DOWN iNTO TEARS?"

AND THEN WHEN ALL THESE QUESTiONS BECOME TOO iNTiMiDATiNG, i GiVE UP. SO RATHER THAN JOURNAL, i THOUGHT A BLOG MiGHT BE THE BETTER ANSWER. ALTHOUGH i DO NOT KNOW WHO i AM WRiTiNG TO, i CAN AT LEAST DANCE AROUND THE iDEA THAT SOMEONE... WHO EVER THAT MAY BE... iS LiSTENiNG.